Guess I figured out my problem. Well, to be honest, Nick pointed it out to me. Apparently "I can't fucking concentrate on something." Well, he is right, I can't even concentrate on sleeping. This big problem of mine doesn't seem to be solving itself (quoting him again).

What if I don't want to, huh? What if I never want to publish anything that's worth publishing? Having a writer`s block you might say.